seriously, can someone take care of me?????

i have been feeling rather overwhelmed by my life lately and usually i can handle crisis that come my way. all day long i can deal with the crying, the whining, the "i wants" , endless laundry, interruptions, and all the other fun stuff that comes with having children but when i come home from work there is thing that freaks me out, makes me hide in my room and watch downloaded tv shows til there is a three way screaming fight in the kitchen that pulls me out of my slump and makes me create it........ DINNER! i used to love to cook, to prepare delicious meals for my family. now i am burned out. i think i has to do with lack of time to create meals from scratch or maybe everything i put in front of asher is something he doesn't like (regardless of the fact that he loved it the night before). of course i would just be a a whiner myself and should just suck it up.........

so anyway, not much actual school work has been happening lately. lucien is dong alot of felting. he made me a felted heart with a happy face yesterday and then started to make a turtle for lynn but broke his needle. oops, we need to have back ups of those. he got into felting at farmhouse and bought a little kit from marnie but then didnt have the right sort of foam to felt on. we found some good sponges at superstore and a felting lucien went!!

now it always takes me forever to finish a post and my previous ranting has been deflated and diminished by the fact that i went to the store to buy some eggs to make my crazy family a dessert and also bought a bottle of wine which i took over to sonya's nd hung out (hid out) for a couple of hours. i called jima from the store of course. it was nice, i painted my nails, talked some gossip and we talked about dead dads. hers, mine, and others. it made me want to go out actually but im gonna stay home instead and get my veggie list done tonight instead of stressing over it tomorrow. all the kids are gonna hang with me at the store tomorow so i need to prepare some fun things to keep them occupied. til i have another minute or two.
*mwah*