as i sit here, typing one-handed (its not what you think) i wonder where the time is going to come from, where will i find time to fix the hot tub lid? make gates for my garden? hang my clothes on the line? or for that matter, shower, clean MY room or even think!!
ahh, today lucien came from his dads and crawled into bed with us cause it was early "i need more sleeps mom" when we finally felt like getting up it was already 10 and lucien was way cranky and remained so until 2-ish...man i don't really know how to handle it anymore and i just want peace and respect in our house so im just gonna concentrate on virtues for both myself and him and our whole family really.....lead by example..........i hate...no no not hate but dislike and detest the way i have gotten into the habit of yelling......it seems like thats what i have to do now to get results and i am feeling so tired that by the end of the dayi have no strength to resist any longer and what happens then? he stays up til 10 or 11.......
this is my daily whine
auds
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