wahh wahh i didnt want to go back into town for dinner tonight and ended up making life a little miserable for the people that were with me (my family!) why do i always act bitchiest to those closest to me? cause i can get away with it!!! sometimes i just get caught in a spiral of negative thinking and it is so hard to get out of it but you know who helps me the most? jamie. jamie with his "just be a nihilist like me" stance that just gets me so mad just also happens to be the only person who can make me feel like an idiot and the luckiest girl on earth all at once. ahh, i lost my train of thought and i have to go and stir my pudding...maybe more tomorrow
love auds
